In The Arms Of My Mother.
This week started with my usual 28 day infusion. I went in happy, albeit cold, but happy nonetheless. But I left reeling. I sat for hours with tears in my eyes, silent. I left feeling like all my hard...
View ArticleI Am My Own Worst Enemy
I really am my own worst enemy. Like in the literal sense. I am fighting, well, against myself? I try and fight, be better, do everything I am told and take all the right things, but still, its like I...
View ArticleFeeling Bare
For the first time in around 7 months I am feeling bare. Blank, achey and full of the symptoms I worked so hard to get rid of. A relapse. A word you associate with alcoholics or drugs users, but one...
View ArticleRecovery Is Imminent!
So last week was fun. Spent most of it sleeping in bed, with a drip in my arm. Saying that, it did stay in for the whole three days, which was a big shocker to both me and the nurse! The disappointment...
View ArticleI Have MS And I Am Too Expensive
I am facing a new problem. Housing. This house is getting harder for me to live in. We are back on the list to be moved to home more suitable for my own needs. Yes I am already in a LHA home, but this...
View ArticleI Have MS And I Am Too Expensive, Take 2
I felt it only right to post an update here regarding my post here. Today I met with the housing association I am currently a tenant under. They were really nice, they were also shocked at what has...
View ArticleDear you, you’re a mess…
Dear 15/16 year old Chelsea. If your reading this it will enforce just how amazing you are. We have created letter time travel, we are in-fact incredible. I know where your sat and what your doing. On...
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Why I Stopped Writing
This blog has been pretty quiet for some time. As far as personal posts go. And I don’t have any real explanations for this because I just don’t know. I lost my voice. For so many reasons. I wanted to...
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I Want Another Baby
Let me start by saying, I already know how this post will end. I just hope I am not alone in getting to that ending. The girls are growing so fast. I know its a total cliche, but they really do grow up...
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Turning My Back On Choices
I made a video recently about my current choice to stop my treatment. You can view that here. Don’t forget to SUBSCRIBE Anyway, I had my last IV, I am coming to the point I would be due back in for a...
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Why I Stopped Writing
This blog has been pretty quiet for some time. As far as personal posts go. And I don’t have any real explanations for this because I just don’t know. I lost my voice. For so many reasons. I wanted to...
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I Want Another Baby
Let me start by saying, I already know how this post will end. I just hope I am not alone in getting to that ending. The girls are growing so fast. I know its a total cliche, but they really do grow up...
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Turning My Back On Choices
I made a video recently about my current choice to stop my treatment. You can view that here. Don’t forget to SUBSCRIBE Anyway, I had my last IV, I am coming to the point I would be due back in for a...
View ArticleBecause Holding On Is Frightening
I am sat in the midst of a relapse, wondering what I can do to make things better. What can I do to be better? What can I do to stay better? Nothing. I just have to sit and ride it out. I have to take...
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